C'est La Vie

It’s been 2 weeks since she’s left… Still think about her every day. :( This is really hard.

Getting loaded on a friday night with my brother and his gf! awesome :)

You think i’d be able to handle not seeing her or thinking about her, but I can’t. :(

Still a shit week, ‘least I went to gym. :/

do u ever feel like no one actually wants to talk to you or even likes you

(Source: catssmokeweed)

Sunday I said goodbye to her over facebook, because it ended in a way that didn’t go as I planned.

Worst way to say goodbye.

So sunday, I receive a message from her asking me what am I doing on monday (I had the day off). I had previously been told that she’s fully booked up, but she told me that she’s moving some things around because she didn’t want things to end like this. So we agreed on lunch, I had my doubts, but thought it would be good atleast.

I honestly didn’t want her to go through the trouble of making the effort to see me when things are like this, but she insisted.

So monday came, 9am, I received another message over facebook. It was from her, my doubt had been right. Apologising that she can’t do it because her friend that she re-scheduled with couldn’t do dinner, so she could only do lunch.

I just said No Problem, I understand that there’s nothing she could do, so i’m not mad or anything, just a little… Sad I guess. Haven’t heard from her since then though, doubt i’ll hear from her again, so I guess the facebook was the real goodbye.

Going to be a shit day. Hooray. :)